Readings: Sir 2:1-11 • Ps 37 • Mk 9:30-37
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Okay, here’s a question for you…It’s really a rhetorical question; you don't have to answer, but at least think about it. And try to be honest.
Do you prefer serving
or being served?
If you give it some thought, it’s not an easy question to answer honestly.
Back in my consulting days, I was a frequent flyer on almost every
airline. And some of my clients would book me first-class. I certainly didn’t
demand it, didn’t even ask for it, but it was nice, especially on long flights.
You know, first-class, the first to board and the first to leave, big
comfortable seats, a flute of champagne even before take-off, food that was
actually edible. Yes, indeed, the service was sure a lot better than I usually
received back in coach.
But, you know, I always felt a bit guilty enjoying all that great
service. I kept hearing those words of Jesus:
"If
anyone wishes to be first, he shall be the last of all and the servant of
all" [Mk 9:35].
Here I was, first and certainly not last, not serving but
being served. Yes, I heard those words, but I really didn't dwell on them. And I had an excuse. After all, it was strictly a business transaction: my
client paid for good service and the airline and its employees provided it. I was simply an accidental beneficiary.
The
trouble is, you and I can get used to it, and begin to think of ourselves as
deserving only to be served. Kind of like the apostles, as Mark describes them. Jesus, of
course, knew exactly what they were talking about as they walked along the road, along the Way; they were
arguing about who was the greatest – who was the GOAT? For you non-sports fans,
GOAT is the acronym for Greatest Of All Time…you know, the Tom Bradys and
Michael Jordans of the world. Yes, indeed, the apostles were still unformed disciples, all caught up in their distorted understanding of where Jesus was leading them along that Way.
Of course, the irony of the situation, and the hubris of the
apostles could hardly be greater. There they were, in the presence of Jesus – How
did Peter describe Him later? “You are the Messiah, the Son of the Living
God” – and they were just strolling along, arguing about who among them was the
greatest.
And to make matters worse for them, Jesus had just told them:
"The Son of Man is to be handed over to men and they will kill him, and three days after his death the Son of Man will rise" [Mk 9:31].
Mark tells us they didn’t understand, that they were afraid to question him. But they knew exactly who the Son of Man was. Afraid to question? Yes, because they didn’t want to hear His answer, because they were pretty sure it too would frighten them.
So, what did they do? What we all do when we don’t like where the
conversation’s going. We change the subject, usually to ourselves. Of course,
the wonderful thing about all this is we’re confronted here by the unconcealed humanity of the
apostles; the realization they’re just like us. You see, Jesus didn’t pick holy
men and women to be His disciples. No, He picked folks just like you and me,
and then He and His Holy Spirit worked through them and made them holy. And believe me, it was a job only God could do.
A bit later, once inside the house (a symbol of the Church) Jesus sat down to
teach. And He taught them, just as He teaches us through His Church and His Word. We must serve, He commands us. And whom must
we serve? All. Everyone. No exceptions. All those you and I encounter as we,
too, walk along the Way. And it’s not going to be easy. How did Sirach put it?
“My
child, when
you come to serve the LORD, stand in justice and fear, prepare yourself for
trials.” [Sir 2:1]
Tomorrow, we begin Lent, a time to restart, to reboot our spiritual
lives, a time of almsgiving, fasting, and prayer…and a time for service. To
serve others is to serve the Lord:
“For
I was hungry and you gave me food, thirsty and you gave me drink, a stranger
and you welcomed me…” [Mt 25:35]
Jesus emphasized this by choosing a child, a symbol of whom the
Jews called the anawim, the lowly, the weak, the vulnerable. By serving
them we recognize God’s presence within them.
And yes, there will be trials, and fearful, unjust times. We will be despised and
attacked for protecting and serving the most vulnerable among us.
But God will always be with us, for He is Emmanuel!