Readings Is 50:4-9a;
Ps 69; Mt 26:14-25
Have you ever been betrayed? Betrayal’s a horrible,
destructive thing, isn’t it? It hits at the very core of our humanity, and
jeopardizes those essential relationships based on trust and love.
And yet look how Jesus handled betrayal. Even
though He was fully aware of Judas’ plans, He invited His betrayer to recline
and dine with Him. And He questions Judas as if He were trying to force him to
admit what he planned. Would this lead Judas to confront his sin and be
repelled by its inherent evil? We simply don’t know. And neither do we know why Judas
betrayed Jesus. Was it greed, impatience, disillusionment, even hatred? We
don’t know for certain. But whatever the reason, it all boiled down to Judas being
unable to accept Jesus as He is.
Notice how Judas responded
to Jesus. He called Him, “Rabbi,” while the apostles, each in turn, called
Jesus, “Lord.” What a difference! Sin is so much easier when we distort and
limit our understanding of who Jesus is. This is our great temptation as
Christians: to create a Jesus in our own image.
It’s easy to do. Just
look in the mirror and say, “Hi, Jesus!” And then, whatever I do or say,
well…that’s not me. That’s Jesus talking, that’s God talking. It sure makes
things easier when we need only look to ourselves for all the answers.
In Dostoevsky’s The Brothers Karamazov,
one of the brothers, Ivan, is visited by Satan who persuades him that with the
death of God “everything is permitted.” The devil isn’t suggesting here that the world
will slide into the chaos of anarchy – not at all – for the world can be very “civilized”
while still believing in nothing.
No Satan means that once
we eliminate God from our lives, from our society, from our civilization, then
nothing is absolute, nothing is always
wrong. Once we remove God from the picture, we fall prey to what Pope Benedict
calls “the dictatorship of relativism” under which the clear distinctions
between what is morally right and wrong dissolve into a kind of amoral putty
that we can form into whatever shape we like.
Yes, once we believe
that God is no longer in charge…well, someone
has to take control. And that’s when men try to usurp God’s responsibilities
for defining the moral order. Once we do that, we need only reshape the putty, forming
acceptable reasons to do and to believe absolutely anything.
This, I suspect, was
Judas’ sin. He wanted Jesus to change; he wanted God, the unchangeable One, to
reshape Himself to become just like Judas. But, of course, Jesus isn’t about to
change, for His entire mission is the fulfillment of the Father’s will, the
Father’s plan.
Like Satan, Judas saw
Jesus’ ministry as a failure, and decided that he would have to take charge. But
poor Judas, and those among us today who are like him, have it all backwards; for
it’s not God who must change; it’s we who must let ourselves be changed by Him.
As we enter this holiest time of our
liturgical year, let’s make that our prayer, to allow ourselves to be changed
by God’s love, by the Good News of His Son’s redemptive act. For when we
abandon ourselves to God’s holy will, He will send His Spirit to lead us and
guide us, to deliver us from evil, the evil of betrayal that we call sin.
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